Unbecoming

Printed in the  Winter 2025  issue of Quest magazine. 
Citation: Sugg, Judith"Unbecoming"   Quest 113:1, pg 40-42

By Judith Sugg

JuithSuggWhat is this elusive entity called personality? Psychology offers explanations, such as character traits and consistent patterns of thinking, feeling, and behavior. Personality is what an individual does consistently and will likely do in the future.

Yoga tells us that lifetimes create patterns, even knots, in the body that require release in order to be free of their influence. The most essential patterns are those of misunderstanding the nature of Reality, leading to confusion and pain. We see ourselves as what is contained inside our skin and thus as separate and subject to the memories, imaginings, fears, and longings of our ever-changing mind and body. With intent and practice, we sufficiently settle the mind to become open and still.

Spiritual traditions often describe personality as something to be dropped, dissolved, released, or freed of. It was an aha moment for me when a wise Theosophist said of an ongoing dispute, “It’s just their personalities.” This statement acknowledged the conflict, the agents, and the distinction between personality and the ever-present Spirit.

We believe that the entity bearing our name is real and special. For young children, this is a part of normal development and an aid to navigating the world. As adults, it is so profoundly wound into our psyche, so unconscious, that we are startled by events that demonstrate the contrary.

Many of our fondest desires center on having others recognize our specialness. In our minds, whether we are happy or suffering, we are the center, the star of the show, and the focus of attention. Being special means that we exist in comparison to others. We feel joy when we are ahead or feel anger or sorrow when we are behind. We take the self-talk in our head as reality, so we remain isolated.

Personality is a handy concept. If I know your tendencies, I predict that you will be agreeable, dependable, likely to succeed, open to ideas, fearful, steady, or changeable. As others respond to our personality, the illusion solidifies. That feeling of “this is like me” is a sense of security, whether we like the “me” or not. The more we engage in this “me” role, the dearer it becomes. What I do right belongs to me. When I suffer, it is because I am misunderstood. It seems impossible to step out of the drama of the role and see personality for what it is: imaginary.

 A Course in Miracles describes specialness as the grand illusion of existence and the “great dictator of wrong decisions.” Could we hate if we were not in competition? Could I be special if I didn’t define the “other” as someone to compete with? “To value specialness is to esteem an alien will to which illusions of yourself are dearer than the truth” (A Course in Miracles, Text, 502).

Spiritual teachings often advise against taking this personality seriously—it’s a lie, a confusion, an error. We spend time and energy improving our body, mind, health, and economics. Sometimes we seek to strengthen relationships and find alignment with a spiritual or philosophical system that seems to confirm our views. We build what we deem is good in our character. Yet spiritual teachings also call us to leave these patterns in the dust. They call us to relinquish our specialness and become the light we always were but haven’t been able to imagine. How do we harmonize these seemingly disparate goals?

Jean Klein, a spiritual teacher in the Hindu Advaita Vedanta tradition, would say that becoming is the issue. We are almost always in the becoming mode; we are never just here. We search for experience, not truth. We desire many things, feelings, and achievements. But when we finally get the object of desire, it has little meaning.

There is an old story of a student asking the master how long it takes to be enlightened. The master says, “Five years.” The student asks, “But what if I really try?” The master says, “Ten years.” In Klein’s terminology, setting the goal (faster enlightenment) sets the student in the becoming mode, waiting for the next experience, and thus sets up the pattern that sustains the personality.

Experience is not Reality. An experience may be incredible, and yoga, meditation, prayer, hypnosis, singing, drugs, and other things can give us an experience of peace and joy. We like that experience—I like that experience. But the experience too is measured on the scale of like and dislike, and we don’t break free. In fact, we addict ourselves to the experience. We let the experience of a positive emotion, like love, joy, or peace, become an object of desire.

As a yoga teacher of thirty years, I love the happiness and release the practice brings. I also love seeing students have their own experiences of joy and stress release. As wonderful as that is, it is not freedom from the judging mind. It is still pleasant versus unpleasant, good or bad, and it is still the tyranny of personality.

Klein views discernment as “the only decisive fact in knowledge” (Klein, Be Who You Are, 63). Although he offers no formulas or prescriptions, he speaks of discrimination as an essential act. The mind can learn to discriminate between ego/personality and what is not. What is not the personality is impersonal, present, transparent, curious, alive, and open. Judgment relies on memory and creates more memory, more fuel. “Triumph is what fortifies the ego, and disaster is what destroys it. Now, the ego is an error. The error of separatism, of the wave which takes itself to be distinct from the ocean” (Klein, Be Who You Are, 68).

The distinction between what is Real and what is not is at the heart of the teachings of the Samkhya, another school of Hindu philosophy. Samkhya is usually translated as enumeration. Discernment is the reason for enumerating all the aspects that are not pure consciousness. Why enumerate them? So one knows what is not Real. The study of these enumerated principles “implies much more than ordinary study. It implies, rather, a fundamental change in the back orientation of a man. It implies a kind of intuitive realization or discrimination which separates out pure consciousness from everything that is not consciousness” (Larson, 205).

Klein offers some practical advice on avoiding the trap of experience and the mental cycle of judgment. He advocates moment-by-moment observation of oneself. Observing oneself involves psychological separation, stepping out of one’s shoes and emotions, and witnessing the cycle of reaction and desire. As long as we are caught in these cycles, we are trapped in becoming something, getting happiness, staying safe, avoiding pain, gaining attention—whatever our conditioning entails. The cycles don’t end; they create more reactions, projections, and desires.

Eventually, without intervention or intention, a “certain elimination” occurs, and what is left to observe subsides into nothingness. There is a loss of fascination with the desires of the personality. Our attention is no longer gripped by whatever arises, and increased clarity, honesty, and stillness arise. There is less like and dislike, good and bad, winning or losing.

Personality does what it has always done: comparing, judging, desiring, being disappointed, constantly becoming, obtaining, reaching. In other words, we are never here right now. How is it possible to halt the return to the old self?

As a society, we pay attention to the body in terms of looks and health. We pay scant attention to the connection of thought and body. Although any reaction results in both thought and a contraction in the body, we overlook the indicators of the body and the resulting emotions. We read tension in the belly as fear, then we hold on to the fear with thoughts and images in our minds. What is your favorite way of stopping that transformation?

When we meditate, drama subsides. We feel uplifted, open, free, and compassionate. Meditation training allows us to slow down and step back out of the habit of reaction. We note the gigantic distances between the end of one breath and the beginning of the next, and we drop into more presence. With the help of distance and perspective, we take time to assess what is happening. We note the reaction of the body, not just the mind, and we consciously release the body’s tension and contraction. We return to the present.

Klein spent much time developing deep and minute relaxation at the body level—not to feel good, but to allow the body to fulfill its function. The deep practices of savasana or yoga nidra begin this journey. However, they are still experiences; they are not complete or permanent.

Imagine a scene where another person is extravagantly praised in your presence for actions you have done. Notice the thought, which may be akin to anger or jealousy. Observe the contraction and the emotional irritation. Use the muscle of discrimination to slow down and notice the pattern, the cycle of reactions, and the tension. What is this truly about? What is the underlying need at a psychological level? Is it a bid for attention? Is it self-criticism? Safety? Peace? Psychological understanding is vital in the moment. We want to be noticed so we feel loved. We want to ensure safety and feel complete. Whatever convoluted strategies we use to feel good psychologically, acknowledging the need helps unwind the cycle and the conditioning.

Examining these needs and tracing them to their core provides release and peace. Yet, it is still the experience of the personality. What translates this into the ultimate discrimination of Real and not real? Klein offers only subtle pointers but emphasizes that detachment from the personality means the absence of desire, because we have realized that what we desire will never keep its promises. The moment-to-moment releasing of conditioning, the relinquishment of goals, the escape from comparison and competition, and the letting go of distinction, of specialness, are all a part of it. When we let go of becoming, we are.

Try this experiment: Remember a slightly disturbing interaction with one person. As you remember, in your mind’s eye, bring the other person to your eye level. Look at them directly at eye level. This isn’t about height or actual discrepancy; it is about how we remember someone as above us or beneath us. It’s how we identify whether a person is better, more powerful, or less. Bringing them to eye level in our memory is a small step in releasing habits of comparison.

Reading Klein is like reading a hologram: it is whole in each part. It reflects the spirit he brought to his teaching, the presence he extends through his words. His highest teaching is stillness in the silence of listening (much like the inner sound that kills the outer in The Voice of the Silence). Klein notes that when our senses are free of motive, they no longer belong to the body. Attention without qualification appears as a global presence: “In the end even hearing and seeing dissolve into this presence and you are one with it. Ultimately there is no longer a subject who sees nor an object which is seen. There is only oneness” (Klein, Ease of Being, 7).

Sources

A Course in Miracles. 3d ed. Tiburon, Calif.: Foundation for Inner Peace, 2007.

Klein, Jean. Be Who You Are. Oakland, Calif.: Non-Duality Press, 1978.

———. The Book of Listening. Oakland, Calif.: Non-Duality Press, 2008.

———. The Ease of Being. Salisbury, U.K.: New Sarum Press, 2020.

———. Who Am I? The Sacred Quest. Longmead, U.K.: Element, 1988.

Larson, Gerald. Classical Samkhya. New Delhi: Motilal Banarsidass, 2011.

Judith Sugg, PhD, is a counselor, psychology instructor, and yoga teacher. Her graduate work was in the psychology of yoga and the Samkhya, and she wrote the Study Guide for the Yoga Sutras for the Theosophical Society.


From the Editor's Desk - Winter 2025

Printed in the  Winter 2025  issue of Quest magazine. 
Citation: Smoley, Richard"From the Editor's Desk"   Quest 113:1, pg 40-42

This issue features an unusual amount of material about H.P. Blavatsky, including excerpts from the long-awaited second volume of her letters. We are even running an amusing caricature she drew.

All of this leads me to reflect on the role of HPB in today’s Theosophical Society. Blavatsky’s image looms heavily over the present-day TS (and perhaps still more over other branches of the Theosophical movement). At the risk of injecting yet another acronym into today’s cluttered mental universe, I have the sense that many Theosophists act according to the principle of WWBT: “What would Blavatsky think?”

HPB is an idol to some and an object of mockery to others. She is either infallible sage or pathetic trickster, getting her carpenter to build funny little cabinets to deceive the weak-minded. As usual, both of these extremes seem misguided and unhelpful.

I think the best capsule description of HPB is in a short biography by her associate Franz Hartmann (see page 48): “To me she always appeared as a great spirit, a sage and initiate inhabiting the body of a grown-up capricious child, very amiable on the whole but at times very irascible, ambitious, of an impetuous temper, but easily led and caring nothing for conventionalities of any kind.”

Whether HPB would agree with this assessment or not (which of us would agree with similar assessments of ourselves?), it seems to do succinct justice to both her virtues and flaws.

I don’t propose to deal with the historical Blavatsky in this editorial. An enormous amount of information about her is available, and there are many people who are far more familiar with it than I am. 

Rather, it is the reified image of HPB that I wish to address. Sometimes it appears that people have a kind of simulacrum—an image of HPB—residing in their heads, perhaps as ideal, perhaps as superego, glaring at them every time they eat a hamburger or drink a glass of beer.

A well-known Buddhist adage says, “If you see the Buddha on the road, kill him.” That is, any image of the Buddha you come across on the spiritual path is not the true Buddha—the true enlightened mind—but a distraction (created by your own mind; whose else?). You need to recognize it for what it is and go past it.

I have a strong sense that a similar mental image of HPB (which varies according to individual tastes and neuroses) is an obstacle for many on the Theosophical path. I also have the sense that a similar image, collectively generated, is an obstacle for the progress of the Society as a whole.

One area in which this problem is especially obvious is present discussions of Theosophy in conventional academic circles. I have made some comments about these issues on page 17. Certainly the scholars in question are accountable for their own obliviousness. Even so, responses to this kind of scholarship from Theosophists have been weak and halting, because they often seem to want more to reactively defend Blavatsky than look at her clearly and impartially. It would appear that in any scholarly inquiry, the first casualty is objectivity.

I follow this academic discourse as a matter of professional duty, but I confess that I find it of limited interest. In the first place, your opinion of whatever happened way back then will be heavily conditioned by your preconceptions. Do you believe in telepathy, psychokinesis, and so on, at least theoretically? If so, your picture of the early Theosophical movement will differ radically from that of those (and this includes most if not all mainstream scholars) who categorically reject such possibilities.

 More importantly, I think it is a mistake to cage up the Ageless Wisdom in the past. Blavatsky, Olcott, and their associates are fascinating personalities, but if you are really intent on going through the Hall of Learning, you will focus on internalizing the teachings. This includes not only conceptual understanding and living in accord with certain ethical principles, but being able to relate esoteric ideas with your own experience. It is one thing to talk about the astral body (for example) as discussed in the Theosophical texts and quite another to speak about it from your own lived experience.

We learned this lesson in school: in order to demonstrate true understanding, you not only had to know the concepts as a matter of rote learning but be able to express them in your own words. In my opinion, this is even more true for esoteric work. That it is also far more difficult should not be either an obstacle or an excuse.

Richard Smoley

           


Viewpoint: In Pursuit of the Golden Fleece

Printed in the  Winter 2025  issue of Quest magazine. 
Citation: Keene, Douglas"Viewpoint: In Pursuit of the Golden Fleece"   Quest 113:1, pg 10-11

By Douglas Keene

Doug KeeneIn Greek mythology, the flying winged ram Chrysomallos was the offspring of Poseidon, the god of the sea, and Theophane, the daughter of Bisaltes, who in turn was the son of Helios and Gaia (Sun and Earth).

The ram rescued Phrixus, a youth who was about to be sacrificed by his father, the king of Iolkos (a city on the Aegean coast of Greece, which survives today as a village), and took him to Colchis, a region on the eastern coast of the Black Sea. Here Phrixus took refuge with the king, Aeëtes, and sacrificed the ram to Zeus. The ram was transformed into the constellation Aries.

Chrysomallos means gold wool, because the ram’s fleece was golden. Aeëtes hung it on an oak tree in a grove sacred to the Greek god of war, Ares. Here it was guarded by a large sleepless serpent, the Colchian Dragon. Jason, the mythological hero, embarked on a journey with the great hero Heracles and many warriors on a mighty ship, the Argo, to retrieve the fleece.

After a multitude of challenging adventures common among mythological figures (defined as heroes in these roles), and with the assistance of Aeëtes’ daughter, Medea, Jason succeeded in repelling all evil forces and obtained the object of his search.

On the way to fetch the fleece, Jason and his companions, the Argonauts, stopped in the land of the Doliones. Here they are confronted by Gegenees (whose name means aboriginals), hideous monsters with six arms. Led by Heracles, the Argonauts slaughtered the “stubborn, frenzied attackers” (as they are described in the famous epic poem the Argonautica).

In the legends of the Greeks and many other peoples, monsters, demons, devils, and serpents frequently appear as obstacles to attaining the target of pursuit. In terms of our own inner development, they are often metaphors for internal obstacles met when embarking on a spiritual journey, symbolizing the weaknesses and flaws that we must overcome to seek purification and redemption. They need to be “slain” in order for each of us to advance.

We usually find that the hero is assisted by an unlikely source, frequently with a divine connection, that serves as protector, guide and teacher. Each ordeal is calculated to strengthen the hero and deliver him or her through adversity in order to claim the prize. While many fail and fall, the hero will progress, even if it appears that all is lost at some point in the long and arduous journey.

There may be some fact behind this ancient myth. The Golden Fleece may sound entirely fantastic, but in certain regions of the Black Sea, the inhabitants used to put fleeces in rivers to trap flakes of gold. This may help explain this mystifying detail.

  Golden Fleece
Jason recovers the Golden Fleece from a sacred tree in the grove of Ares. The head of the fleece's guardian, Dragon-Serpent, darts towards the hero. The goddess Athena, wearing a helm and the aegis-cloak, oversees the endeavor. Behind her stands an Argonaut and the prow of the ship Argo. Attic red-figure vase, attributed to the Orchid Painter, c.470‒60 BC, Metropolitan Museum of Art.

What is the message of this mythological journey? What does the Golden Fleece represent? One interpretation is that it symbolizes that which is nearly unattainable or cannot be easily possessed. Another is that the fleece is a symbol of refinement of sensitivity which elicits awakening and spiritual purity.

In any event, the hero’s journey is central to Greek mythology as well as to those of most cultures. It usually involves an arduous search for something elusive, something divine and powerful that is protected by obstacles of various kinds, fierce and mysterious, and often unknown.

The story of the Holy Grail in the Arthurian tales is another example. The earliest version of this legend (which has many variants) is found in the verse romance Perceval, written in the late twelfth century by the French poet Chrétien de Troyes. In it the youth Perceval (or Percival), seeking knighthood, sees the Grail in a mysterious procession in an enchanted castle. It is being carried by a young woman.

Perceval is curious about this strange procession but does not ask what it is about. Later he is told that this was a mistake, because if he had asked the “Grail question,” it would have removed a curse from the land. Perceval goes in search of the Grail, but in Chrétien’s unfinished poem never finds it. In another version, Arthur’s knight Sir Galahad, who is pure of heart, takes up this mission, and eventually has a vision of the Grail.

The Holy Grail has become synonymous with an object of great desire but is shrouded and sequestered, requiring great sacrifice to obtain. King Arthur realizes he is unable to find the Holy Grail, but perhaps his purified warrior can. These figures can be interpreted as aspects of ourselves.

As Joy Mills writes in Entering on the Sacred Way, “the hero of this legend is a guileless and innocent youth, a widow’s son, who is seeking a treasure hard to find . . . What is relevant to our present study is that in the Percival or Parzifal version of the legend we have a precise illustration of the requirements for discipleship, the essentials for the aspirant’s achievement of ‘kingship’ or ‘adeptship.’”

Here again we see the struggles of the protagonist searching with determination and sacrifice for the magical icon, willing to sacrifice all and abandon comfort, home, and community with the hope of reaching that sacred space. This resembles Gautama’s leaving the protection (or rather overprotection) of his family and high rank, to seek the world for purpose and truth. Eventually he attains enlightenment and becomes the Buddha.

Are these merely stories of people long ago and far away, or does its symbolism apply to our own lives? Is it relevant to our own challenges here and now?

H.P. Blavatsky wrote frequently about this quest for the nearly unattainable, and her book The Voice of the Silence is essentially a treatise on the spiritual path. In another important text, “There Is a Road,” she begins: “There is a road, steep and thorny, beset with perils of every kind, but yet a road, and it leads to the very heart of the Universe.”

“Perils of every kind” certainly can be intimidating. This is not a casual exercise, and these rewards do not come easily. The seeker must be willing to sacrifice all attachments in order to reach his or her goal. But as HPB tells us, for those who are committed to the journey—and ultimately to the “reward”—there is a path forward. If we are not ready, we will fail. But even in failure, lessons are learned. Failure is not permanent. Each adventure prepares us for the next.

Annie Besant, in her book The Outer Court, uses the metaphor of a temple with an outer court atop a mountain. She writes: 

If we look more closely at the temple, if we try to see how that temple is built, we see in the midst of it a holy of holies, and round about the center are courts, four in number, ringing the holy of holies as concentric circles, in these are all within the temple . . . So all who would reach the center must pass through these four gateways, one by one. And outside the temple there is yet another enclosure—the Outer Court—and that court has in it many more persons than are seen within the temple. Looking at the temple and the courts and the mountain road that winds below, we see the picture of human evolution, and the track along which the race is treading, and the temple that is its goal.

This image metaphorically gives us the grand panorama to which most of us are blinded as, incarnated in a single lifetime, we struggle to find our own direction and goals. But by using the temple as a beacon, we can direct our progress by a much more focused and strenuous effort in finding our way up the mountainside. Even the interim goals may be largely unknown to us, but if we follow this guiding ideal, our travel will be rewarded.

Each of us may ask ourselves what we are committed to. What will be our Golden Fleece—that to which we are willing to sacrifice, to devote our efforts, our passion, and even our lives? Are we willing to plunge into the unknown and slay our demons and our impurities? It may seem to be a journey without end, and indeed may last many lifetimes. But we are not alone, and there is help for those who seek it. Are we ready?

 


On the Metaphysics of Aging

Printed in the  Winter 2025  issue of Quest magazine. 
Citation: Macrae, Janet"On the Metaphysics of Aging"   Quest 113:1, pg 35-39

 By Janet Macrae                                                        

Janet macraeI recently attended a lecture on basic metaphysics at a large senior residential community. The speaker, a Theosophist, was explaining the different dimensions of subtle energies that comprise the human aura: the densest level being the vital or etheric field that interpenetrates the physical body and extends two to four inches from the surface of the skin; the emotional field, being less dense, interpenetrates the vital field and extends farther from the body; the mental field, even more rarefied, has higher and lower frequencies corresponding to abstract and concrete thought patterns.

During the speaker’s explanation of the mental field, a woman raised her hand and asked an unexpected but significant question. “Is there any compensation for the memory loss that is frustrating for so many of us?”

After a few seconds of silence, a participant raised her hand and offered her personal experience of aging: “Although my memory is getting weaker—particularly my short-term memory—something inside me is getting stronger. I’m receiving more insights when I need to make decisions. Amazing coincidences are happening. And I feel I’m living more creatively now than when I was younger. This, to me, is compensation.”

The speaker responded to her statements by discussing the subtle field of buddhi, which exists beyond the mind as we familiarly know it. It is the source of intuitive insight, wisdom, creativity, and spiritual perception. Our appreciation of beauty comes from here, as well as our sense of meaning and purpose. It is a unitive level through which we see the underlying connections among objects and events rather than their separateness.

The speaker explained that we can cultivate the buddhic consciousness in many ways, for example by artistic activity, paying attention to dreams and synchronistic events, and regularly engaging in spiritual practices such as meditation and contemplative prayer. If we are open to new insights and are willing to change our behavior in accordance with them, the inner wisdom-intuition will guide, strengthen, and enrich our lives.

Unfortunately, only an hour had been allotted for this lecture, and it was soon over. I felt a wave of frustration as people were leaving because, with more time, the speaker could have responded to the woman’s question more fully. She could have discussed the cyclic journey of our consciousness and its significance for the aging process from the perspective of the Ancient Wisdom.

In the first phase of life, consciousness flows outward from its unitive source to gain experience in the material realm. In the later phase, consciousness begins its return: an inner reintegration process that continues in various stages after death.

The advantage for the aging population is that the tide of consciousness is now flowing in the direction of buddhi. From a metaphysical perspective, the aging phase is designed to bring us more in touch with the inner wisdom, peace, and creativity of a higher level of being. Although this dynamic design is working within us, its full actualization requires our conscious cooperation. 

The Hindu concept of the four stages of life is based on the concept of the rhythmic pattern of consciousness. Huston Smith describes these stages in detail in his excellent chapter on Hinduism in The World’s Religions. In brief, the first stage is that of the student; the second, that of the householder; the third is that of retirement for study and meditation; and the final stage is that of the enlightened individual, whose outer personality is merged with the eternal, universal consciousness. The number of years in each stage is not specified, as perhaps it varies with the individual.

  old white horse by Mildred Miller

Untitled painting of an old white horse by Mildred Miller. About it she wrote: “Drawing an old white horse with a great lump on his side. “‘When that breaks he will die,’ said his owner. “The light was beautiful on the horse, and the color of the light on the grass, and the distance were too beautiful for words. There stood the old white horse waiting patiently for his initiation into the next stage. “Life—how I love it. And the horse perhaps has loved it too.”From Mildred Miller’s diary, probably from 1927, when she painted this image. In Mildred Miller Remembered by Virginia Brown. Photo by Christian Giannelli Photography.

Smith concludes that our attitude is essential for the fulfillment of the promise of old age. If physical beauty and abilities or worldly accomplishments are valued most highly, the earlier stages of life will be the most interesting and satisfying. But if spiritual wisdom and self-knowledge are one’s greatest interest, the later stages can be the happiest and most fulfilling.

In the Western philosophical tradition, the best-known treatise on old age is De senectute by Marcus Tullius Cicero, written in 44 BC. The great Roman statesman wrote about an intrinsic natural rhythm and design to human life, in which aging has its appropriate place.

I follow nature as the best guide and obey her like a god. Since she carefully planned the other parts of the drama of life, it’s unlikely that she would be a bad playwright and neglect the final act . . .     

Nature has but a single path and we travel it only once. Each stage of life has its own appropriate qualities—weakness in childhood, boldness in youth, seriousness in middle age, and maturity in old age. (Freeman, 13, 69)

As with a botanical harvest, the fruits of old age, according to Cicero, require active cultivation throughout all the seasons of one’s life. Nature’s play has been written, but the actors have to fulfill their roles. 

We can become more aware of this intrinsic rhythm of consciousness by reading biographies, for often there is a noticeable shift in attitude, a reaching beyond one’s personal self, as an individual ages. This change can come through some great life challenge. It can also come, as the Catholic priest and mystic Richard Rohr has beautifully written, from an acceptance of the “necessary suffering” that comes from being human.

In Florence Nightingale’s long life (1820‒1910), this inner reorientation came through profound thought and an inner awakening. Well-known as the founder of modern nursing and a pioneer in statistical analysis, she worked tirelessly to help save lives by advocating for public health reform. Throughout her life, her work never changed. But in midlife, she experienced a major change in attitude. She began to integrate the ideal of karma yoga as described in Sir Edwin Arnold’s translation of the Bhagavad Gita: if work is done for the sake of itself, rather than for a specific result or reward, it can become a spiritual practice.

Nightingale’s early biographer Sir Edward Cook wrote that the ideal expressed in this text helped to “set the note” of the latter part of her life. “She strove to attain, and she taught others to ensue, passivity in action—to do the utmost in their power, but to leave the result to a Higher Power” (Cook, 2:241).

The renowned clairvoyant C.W. Leadbeater wrote that in the great cycle of incarnation, the midlife point is much more important than either physical birth or death, “for it marks the limit of the outgoing energy of the eg—the change, as it were, from his out-breathing to his inbreathing” (Leadbeater, 1:69). After midlife, therefore, one should follow the dynamic plan of nature and turn one’s thought to higher things. Leadbeater emphasized the importance of gradually resolving any interpersonal difficulties so that, looking back after death, one is not weighed down by regrets. Discussing the four stages of life in the Eastern tradition, he lamented the fact that Western society is not structured in a way that is in harmony with nature. Because of this, many individuals are unaware of the true purpose of the second half of life—to gradually release attachments and expand one's consciousness—and thus leave much of its potential unfulfilled.

The work of purification and detachment which should have begun in middle life is left until death overtakes them, and has therefore to be done upon the astral plane instead of the physical. Thus unnecessary delay is caused, and through his ignorance of the true meaning of life the man’s progress is slower than it should be. (Leadbeater, 1:71)     

Although Leadbeater makes a valid point, it is also true that in Western society much help is available for the individual seeker. Modern depth psychology in particular provides valuable insights and strategies for navigating the shift in consciousness that occurs after midlife.

A good example is the theory of individuation developed by Swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung through an extensive study of dreams. From his perspective, the first part of life involves developing the persona, or the face we present to the world. The persona is composed of the individual personality traits with which we are comfortable: those encouraged by parents and teachers and sanctioned by society and our peer groups. The purpose of the later part of life is to rebalance oneself and become consciously attuned to the creative, unifying, ordering source of one’s being, which he called the Self. 

Jung described, in great detail, the path of inner growth during the later years of life and the challenges that must be faced. In the first place, we must come to terms with the shadow: all those characteristics we have ignored or repressed because they are inconsistent with the persona, such as our fears, resentments, nonconformist ideas, and antisocial feelings. In the second place, we must integrate the anima (the female element within the man) or the animus (the male element within the woman). For a detailed discussion of the individuation process, see the chapter in Jung’s Man and His Symbols by Marie-Louise von Franz, a longtime associate of Jung.

Sometimes the shadow is not intrinsically negative, but is simply unacceptable to the conscious self. It can appear in dreams, usually as a person of the same sex as the dreamer, doing something that the dreamer would never consciously do.

One of my own dreams provides a good example of the shadow. I made a film of some event that took place in New York City. There was a stripper at this event, but I had left her out because she was too vulgar. Afterwards a man came to me and said that I should have included her. “She was an integral part of the whole thing.”

I realized that he was right. A film is a two-dimensional copy of a three-dimensional event. This may be a metaphor for the personality, which is a three-dimensional “copy” of a transcendent Self. So the dream is saying that my personality is not expressing something vitally important: the stripper, who defies the accepted mores of society with a flair. One message here is that I have been too proper, too accommodating, too concerned about the opinions of other people and with living up to their expectations. On another level, the process of synchronizing with the inner Self could be viewed as “stripping”: summoning the courage to remove worn-out ideas, unnecessary possessions, negative emotions, unhealthy relationships, and all other elements that can cover up our spiritual awareness. In The Cloud of Unknowing, one of the greatest works of Christian mysticism, the unknown author writes that we must put our personal attributes under a “cloud of forgetting” and make a “naked intent to God” (John-Julian, 21, 71).

Unfortunately, an unacknowledged shadow can be projected onto other people, thus interfering with our relationships. From Jung’s perspective, therefore, resolving interpersonal difficulties—which Leadbeater wrote was so important—involves first trying to rebalance ourselves.

The shadow, when unacknowledged, can also interfere with our creative work. In A Room of One’s Own, her classic book about women and fiction, Virginia Woolf wrote of the tendency for repressed anger and other unresolved personal issues to alter the clear vision of the writer and fragment her story: the author writes about herself when she should be writing about her characters. Woolf explained further that an “incandescent” mind—such as the mind of Shakespeare or Jane Austen—is one in which the darker, shadowy elements have been burned up and consumed. The light of creativity is thus undimmed and undistorted, and the works that come forth are complete in themselves.

 Although it is unclear if Woolf (an avowed agnostic) was familiar with Jung’s work, she poetically described the other great challenge of the individuation process: the integration of the animus in the woman and the anima in the man. In the following passage from A Room of One’s Own, Woolf notes that when these elements come together, the individual is naturally creative and “incandescent.” 

I went on amateurishly to sketch a plan of the soul, so that in each one of us two powers preside, one male, one female; and in the man’s brain the man predominates over the woman, and in the woman’s brain the woman predominates over the man . . . If one is a man, still the woman part of the brain must have effect; and a woman must also have intercourse with the man in her. Coleridge perhaps meant this when he said that a great mind is androgynous. It is when this fusion takes place that the mind is fully fertilized and uses all its faculties . . . He meant, perhaps, that the androgynous mind is resonant and porous; that it transmits emotion without impediment; that it is naturally creative, incandescent, and undivided. (Woolf, 102)

 The following dream from my journal illustrates the need for an integration of the male within the female. I was looking through a pile of Life magazines. A picture of Queen Elizabeth II, wearing her crown, was on the cover of every issue.

“This isn’t right,” I thought. “She shouldn’t be here all the time.”

Then I looked at some pictures of other people who deserved to be on the cover. Most of them were men: a fact that I found significant. I felt drawn to one of them. He had a strong, intelligent face; he might have been a sea captain or an explorer.

“He should be on the cover,” I thought.

 I felt the dream was telling me that feminine qualities, symbolized by the long-reigning queen of England, had been ruling my consciousness for too many lifetimes. Now it was time for a change, time to rebalance by welcoming the sea captain into my life. I needed to express some masculine qualities: to become more assertive, even in a quiet way; to stop continually adjusting to the desires of others; to follow my own path; to be more willing to take risks. It is significant that in the previous dream about the shadow, it was a male figure who told me that the stripper should be integrated.

 Von Franz wrote reassuringly that when a sincere effort is made to rebalance oneself and follow the path of individuation, one eventually accesses one’s organizing, creative center: “Whenever a human being genuinely turns to the inner world and tries to know himself . . . then sooner or later the Self emerges. The ego will then find an inner power that contains all the possibilities of renewal” (von Franz, 215).

In dreams the Self can emerge in many symbolic forms: as a superior human figure such as a wise old man or priestess or divine child; as a sacred or helpful animal; as a precious stone or crystal with its ordered configuration. In the following dream, the Self came to me in the form of a powerful lioness.

I was standing just inside a forest, looking out on an open field. A lioness appeared in the field. She saw me and immediately ran toward me. I thought that surely this would be the end of me. When she reached me, however, she stood behind me and enveloped me with her paws in the most benevolent manner. I had the impression that she thought I needed her. But because she was so tremendous, I didn’t feel completely at ease with her. I stood very still, hardly breathing.

Then the scene changed, and I was trying to tell a group of people about this extraordinary occurrence. They weren’t paying much attention to me.

From the metaphysical perspective described above, the clear field represents the unified level of intuitive wisdom, while the forest represents the level of the mind which is filled with details. I stood on the boundary between these two dimensions. The dream seems to be saying that help will come from the clear field of buddhi. It will be both powerful and protective, so I should not be afraid to follow the tide of consciousness as it flows on its inward journey. And there was a warning in the dream: conventional society would not appreciate that which was so significant to me.

The idea of creative insight as compensation, which the woman in the lecture hall experienced—a triumph of the human spirit over memory losses and other physical issues of aging— was beautifully expressed by Mildred Miller, my favorite early-twentieth-century artist. The following passage is from a diary she kept when she was codirector of the Pennsylvania Academy of Fine Arts Summer School, dated July 15, 1927:

Yesterday I was working on a hayfield, and when I painted the light on a man’s hat against the loaded wagon it seemed to me that I had struck the actual appearance. “Can it be possible,” I thot, [sic] “that I can really make my own the beautiful light that I see, that I can look at the light dripping from a horse’s flank and say “You are mine?” If I can do that I would not mind old age or being ugly, sickness or death. (Brown, 106)

Not all of us are artists like Mildred Miller, but we can all touch the inner source of creative renewal and—in our own unique ways —express it in the world.

Sources

Arnold, Edwin. The Song Celestial: A Poetic Version of the Bhagavad Gita. Wheaton: Theosophical Publishing House, 1975 [1885].

Brown, Virginia. Mildred Miller Remembered. Xlibris, 2006.

Cook, Edward. The Life of Florence Nightingale. Two volumes. London: Macmillan, 1913.

Freeman, Philip, trans. How to Grow Old by Marcus Tullius Cicero. Princeton, N.J.: Princeton University Press, 2016.

Father John-Julian, trans. The Complete Cloud of Unknowing. Brewster, Mass.: Paraclete Press, 2015.

Leadbeater, Charles. The Other Side of Death Scientifically Examined and Carefully Described, Two volumes. Adyar: Theosophical Publishing House, 1928.

Nicholson, Shirley. Ancient Wisdom, Modern Insight. Wheaton: Quest Books,1985.

Rohr, Richard. Falling Upward: A Spirituality for the Two Halves of Life. San Francisco: Jossey-Bass, 2011.

Smith, Huston. The World’s Religions. New York: HarperCollins, 1991.

Von Franz, Marie-Louise. “The Process of Individuation.” in Carl Jung et al., Man and His Symbols. Garden City, N.Y.: Doubleday, 1964.

Woolf, Virginia.  A Room of One’s Own. New York: Harcourt, Brace, and World, 1929.

Janet Macrae taught holistic nursing for many years at New York University. She is the author of Nursing as a Spiritual Practice: A Contemporary Application of Florence Nightingale’s Views (Springer). Her article “Original Vision: On the Choice of a New Life” appeared in Quest, fall 2020.

 

 


Sri Krishna Prem: The Forgotten Theosophist

Printed in the  Winter 2025  issue of Quest magazine. 
Citation: Chapple, Jon"Sri Krishna Prem: The Forgotten Theosophist"   Quest 113:1, pg 31-34

By Jon Chapple

Sri Krishna PremOne of the most influential Theosophical writers of the mid‒twentieth century, Sri Krishna Prem is nevertheless rarely mentioned in the same breath as other famous alumni of the post-Blavatsky Theosophical Society. Even J. Krishnamurti (whose public rejection of Annie Besant and C.W. Leadbeater earned him the label gurudrohi—betrayer of the guru—from Krishna Prem) achieved his later fame largely on the strength of his affiliation with Theosophy.

That Krishna Prem is not similarly remembered in Theosophical terms is largely due to his successful “adoption” by scholars of Vaishnavism, who have emphasized his public conversion to, and long-running association with, Vaishnavite Hinduism, as well as his hostility to institutionalized spirituality. (Vaishnavism is the form of Hinduism that worships the god Vishnu as well as his avatars, the best-known of which is Krishna.) Yet his books—all of which, to varying extents, are shaped by Theosophical thought—remain widely read among Theosophists, and the influence of Theosophy is felt even today at Uttar Brindaban (Mirtola), the Indian ashram he cofounded in 1930.

Born Ronald Henry Nixon in Cheltenham, England, on May 10, 1898, he moved to India in the aftermath of the First World War, in which his life, he believed, had been miraculously saved by a “power beyond our ken” while he was serving as a fighter pilot. In India, he cofounded a hilltop hermitage (Mirtola) dedicated to the Hindu god Krishna, for whose love (prem) he was named and to whom he remained singularly devoted for the rest of his life.

That is at least according to the popular version of the Sri Krishna Prem myth. In this telling, repeated in many biographical materials, Krishna Prem remained to his death a conventional Vaishnava in the Gaudiya (Bengali) tradition, serving Krishna in divine ecstasy to the exclusion of all other influences and teachers.

The true story—much like the man himself—is more complicated, charting a deeply personal spiritual odyssey that incorporated influences from Buddhism, Hindu Vedanta, classical yoga, analytical psychology, and the Western mystery tradition, alongside Krishna bhakti (devotion).

One legacy of Krishna Prem’s idiosyncratic and syncretistic approach to spirituality is that published accounts of his life—particularly by authors affiliated with a particular tradition or sect—tend to emphasize one aspect of his belief system at the expense of others. For Gaudiya Vaishnavas, Krishna Prem is notable as the first Western guru in their tradition. Steven Rosen, a disciple of A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada, founder of the International Society for Krishna Consciousness (ISKCON, popularly known as the Hare Krishna movement), connects Krishna Prem’s final words with his guru’s journey to America, writing how “in November of 1965, on his deathbed, Śrī Krishna Prem had been documented as saying, ‘My ship is sailing.’ What he didn’t know, of course, was that the sublime ‘ship of Śrī Krishna Prem’ had, indeed, already set sail, just a few months earlier, headed for Western shores.” By contrast, psychologist Timothy Leary has written that his “interest in healing as well as enlightenment defines Sri Krishna Prem as a precursor of the humanist psychology movement that was to sweep America and Western Europe in the 1970s.”

The late Theosophist Seymour B. Ginsburg, a student of Krishna Prem’s disciple and successor Sri Madhava Ashish, has characterized Mirtola as a “Himalayan ashram with Theosophical rootsHimalayan ashram with Theosophical roots” (see his article in Quest, summer 2012, 98–105).

This article will focus on what Ginsburg calls the “deep Theosophical roots” underpinning Mirtola, as well as the influence of Theosophy on Krishna Prem’s spiritual journey,  practice, and literary output.

Ronald Nixon is first documented as coming under the influence of Theosophical thought at Cambridge University, where he studied English and the “moral sciences” (philosophy), graduating in 1921. His Cambridge contemporary Christmas “Toby” Humphreys—who in 1924 would found the London Buddhist Lodge (later renamed the Buddhist Society) as an offshoot of a Theosophical lodge—described Nixon as a “silent, heavily built man, smoking his eternal meerschaum, and moving on the fringe of the Buddhist-Theosophical activities in which I was then involved.” According to Madhava Ashish, Nixon was given Buddhist diksha (initiation) by a senior member of the TS (possibly Harold Baillie-Weaver, then the general secretary of the Theosophical Society in England) around this time.

Hoping to better understand Buddhism and Hindu Vedanta in the land of their origin, as well as find an explanation for the psychic phenomena he is reported to have begun experiencing during his service with the Royal Air Force, Nixon wrote to the Theosophical Society at Adyar, hoping that his Cambridge degree and Theosophical connections might recommend him for a teaching post. His letter was forwarded to Gyanendra Nath Chakravarti (1863–1936), recently appointed the first vice chancellor of the new University of Lucknow. A meeting was arranged in London between Nixon and Bertram Keightley, Chakravarti’s disciple and a member of the university senate. The young graduate impressed his interviewers, and Keightley lent him money to get to Lucknow, then the capital of the United Provinces in northern India, to take up his new role as a reader (associate professor) in English at Canning College (incorporated into the University of Lucknow in 1922).

Nixon was already familiar with the most important Indian religious texts: his friend, the celebrated composer and yogi Dilip Kumar Roy, in his Yogi Sri Krishnaprem, wrote of listening with “rapt attention when he discussed the Vedas, the [Bhagavad] Gita, the Tantra, etc.” on one of his twice-yearly visits to Lucknow.

Nevertheless, it was in the person of Chakravarti’s wife, Monica, that Nixon found the living spiritual teacher for whom he’d been searching since Cambridge.

Monica (later known as Sri Yashoda Mai) was born in 1882 into a Theosophical family, one of three children, and the only daughter, of Rai Bahadur Gagan Chandra Roy (born 1848–49), a Bengali civil servant who was, among other postings, president of his local Theosophical Lodge (Ghazipore in the United Provinces, now Ghazipur in Uttar Pradesh). When she was twelve, Monica’s marriage was arranged to Chakravarti, a widower nineteen years her senior, then working as a lecturer in mathematics at Muir Central College in Allahabad. Though Chakravarti hesitated at first to remarry, having been left distraught following the death of his first wife, the match was a good one. Chakravarti shared many similarities with his new father-in-law: like Gagan Roy, he was a civil servant, Freemason, and committed Theosophist. As husband and wife, he and Monica were united both by their love for each other and by their dedication to matters of the spirit.        

Chakravarti had joined the Theosophical Society in Cawnpore (modern Kanpur in Uttar Pradesh) in March 1883, and guests at the couple’s wedding in Ghazipore included prominent Indian Theosophists such as Tookaram Tatya, Aditya Ram Bhattacharya, and the future leader of the society, Chakravarti’s English-born disciple Annie Besant. Besant’s biographer, Geoffrey West, describes Chakravarti as a “mysterious Brahmin” who “for a number of years . . . hovers mysteriously in the background of Theosophical history.” Like Bertram Keightley, Chakravarti was an early student of HPB, and (along with Besant, Anagarika Dharmapala, and William Quan Judge) was a member of the Theosophical delegation to the Parliament of the World’s Religions in 1893, representing the “orthodox Brahmanical Societies” of India.

Together, the newlyweds traveled widely on Theosophical business, including to Europe, where stories of Mrs. Chakravarti’s interactions with the locals in the company of Besant have passed into Mirtola lore. Simultaneously sought-after spiritual teachers and members of Lucknow high society, the Chakravartis are said to have lived something of a double life: outwardly a “resplendent ultramodern hostess,” Monica was, in the words of Dilip Kumar Roy, “the life and soul of every party she threw in her salon” at the vice chancellor’s mansion, while her husband was known as “an extremely hospitable man who kept an open table” for visiting Theosophists from England, among them Isabel Cooper-Oakley, the friend and disciple of Mme. Blavatsky, and Mary Tibbits (Mrs. Walter Tibbits), known for her The Voice of the Orient (1909).

Monica’s inclination towards Krishna bhakti is well known, and the story of her taking vows of renunciation, initiating Ronald (whom she called “Gopal”) into the Gaudiya Vaishnava tradition, and founding the ashram at Mirtola has already been told elsewhere, and so is outside the scope of this article. What is less well known is the extent to which Theosophical ideas—particularly the belief in a brotherhood of liberated Masters guiding the spiritual development of humanity from afar— continued to hold sway over this supposedly orthodox Vaishnava ashram.

The Yoga of the Bhagavat Gita (1938), perhaps Krishna Prem’s most enduring literary work, has its roots in a series of articles originally published in the Theosophical journal The Aryan Path. Krishna Prem’s commentary on the Bhagavad Gita, as well as his view that it is fundamentally a “textbook of Yoga, a guide to the treading of the Path,” bears the influence of Annie Besant’s 1905 translation, which similarly focuses on the text’s symbolic significance while emphasizing the “oneness of the spiritual path, ‘though it has many names.’” (Compare this quote from Krishna Prem: “The Path is not the special property of Hinduism, nor indeed of any religion. It is something which is to be found, more or less deeply buried, in all religions.”) He also recommended Besant’s translation to his own disciples. In turn, Besant likely drew her inspiration from her one-time guru Chakravarti, who urged readers to “take Krishna as the symbol of the immanent God, the inner Godhead.”

Likewise, a contemporary reviewer for The Theosophical Movement argues that Krishna Prem’s next book, 1940’s Yoga of the Kaṭhopanishad, represents a Theosophical reading of that text, noting that Krishna Prem makes “copious and apt use” of Blavatsky’s  Voice of the Silence and Mabel Collins’s Light on the Path “and more than once quotes the ‘Stanzas of Dzyan’ from The Secret Doctrine.” Krishna Prem, the reviewer writes, “has drunk deep at the fount of Theosophy and a comparative study of their interpretations of this great Upanishad proves most interesting. The present volume offers not only a more exhaustive interpretation but also carries marks of deep meditation on the esoteric teachings of the Upanishad.” The author also notes that Krishna Prem uses his part of his commentary on chapter one, verse nine, to defend Blavatsky—whose manifestations of letters from her Masters and other objects made her the target of criticism from skeptics—from charges of being a charlatan.

In the 1940s, with the encouragement of Keightley, Krishna Prem began his most overtly Theosophical work: a commentary on the Stanzas of Dzyan in Blavatsky’s Secret Doctrine. As Gabriel Monod-Herzen, a friend of Dilip Kumar Roy’s and sometime visitor to Mirtola, noted in his review of the book, the project was something of a first: whereas texts such as the Bhagavad Gita and Brahma Sutras are the subjects of “innumerable commentaries,” to his knowledge “not a single Theosophist, Asian or European” had then written a commentary on the Stanzas of Dzyan. The resulting work, published posthumously as Man, the Measure of All Things in the Stanzas of Dzyan (1966) and Man, Son of Man (1970), was completed with the assistance of Madhava Ashish.

Krishna Prem’s enduring fascination with Theosophy, which rejects the concept of a personal creator (HPB once scoffed at what she called “the absurd idea of a personal God”), is incongruous in view of his initiation into a tradition which holds dear the concept of a supreme person. Regarding Man, the Measure of All Things, the scholar Andrew Rawlinson, in his Book of Enlightened Masters (1997), observes: “It is surely very odd that a committed Gaudiya Vaishnava should make use of such an unorthodox source” as The Secret Doctrine. The academic Catherine A. Robinson, in Interpretations of the Bhagavad-Gītā and Images of the Hindu Tradition (2013), contrasts Krishna Prem with A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami, noting that while the latter’s “association with this tradition [Gaudiya Vaishnavism] was generally orthodox, Krishna Prem’s was not.” (Swami was a fierce critic of those who denied or minimized God’s personhood and, in his essay “Theosophy Ends in Vaishnavism,” attacked the Theosophical view of “Sree Krishna [only] in His Impersonal Aspect Brahman” rather than as “the Personality of Godhead ‘Bhagwan.’”)

In 1951, following the death of Moti Rani, Yashoda Mai’s daughter (Yashoda Mai herself had died in 1944) and Krishna Prem’s disciple, Krishna Prem and his chosen successor, Madhava Ashish, began to further deemphasize Vaishnava ritual and theism in favour of a universalist, nonsectarian doctrine that Satish Datt Pandey (a disciple of Ashish) describes as a “secular and dynamic spirituality . . . that cannot be covered by any known cult label.” Both Moti Rani and her father, Chakravarti, were said to be in contact with the Masters, and ashramite Bill Aitken alludes to Krishna Prem also being in direct communion with these remote Mahatmas, writing that the “entire Mirtola makeover from orthodox to liberal I understood was at the promptings of the Theosophical Masters. The gurus saw themselves primarily as dedicated instruments of their Masters’ timeless spiritual sovereignty.”

By the early sixties, according to Aitken, “there was no Mirtola teaching as such,” with the two gurus, who referred to themselves as “pupil-teachers,” each pursuing their own philosophical interests—the former, Theosophy and the Sufi poems of Jalaladdin Rumi, and the latter, the Gurdjieff Work—and encouraging their students to do the same.

The teaching there “was adapted to [the] individual needs” of the practitioners, though it consistently drew on concepts introduced to the West by Blavatsky and her chelas. “The Theosophical understanding of the compassionate Bodhisattva concept was the backbone of their belief and teachings while I was there,” Aitken, who lived at the ashram from 1965 to 1972, tells me. Pervin Mahoney, another former resident of Mirtola, confirms: “This is an essential aspect of the mature final guide he [Krishna Prem] evolved into: that the man of attainment ‘remains available’ to help others.”

Krishna Prem also came to view a person’s spiritual progress in terms of their psychological “wholeness,” emphasizing the transformative power of love, meditation, courage, and hard work in order to rid oneself of unwanted habits and hang-ups. As Madhava Ashish explains:

[Krishna Prem] laid considerable stress on meditative practices, regarding them as the most essential part of the work, [but] he held that the work is not complete until the whole from which all things have come is reflected in the wholeness of the man. A man under the sway of inhibitions and compulsions he regarded as partial or incomplete. If through fear one attempted to avoid certain areas of worldly experience, then, when one turned to meditation, the inner or psychic causes of that fear would rise up and bar one’s progress. He therefore saw the work as a dialectical process: the facing of outer challenges opening the way to inner perception, and self-surrendering to the spirit in meditation giving rise to a trans-personal courage with which the challenges of life can be met. That self-surrender, he said, is the surrender of love, and the courage is the courage of love.

This idea has parallels in Theosophy: Light on the Path advises that the “whole nature of man must be used wisely by the one who desires to enter the way . . . Not till the whole personality of the man is dissolved and melted—not until it is held by the divine fragment which has created it, as a mere subject for grave experiment and experience—not until the whole nature has yielded and become subject unto its higher self . . . [can one gain access to] the Hall of Learning.”

Krishna Prem continued to work on the two Man books well into 1965, the year of his death: such is the importance he placed on The Secret Doctrine. “Extraordinarily,” he and Madhava Ashish “turned to this abstruse text with relish at bedtime after a hard day’s work on the temple and farm that began at 5 a.m.,” recalls Aitken, visiting in April of that year. “Pumping up a Petromax lamp to give brilliant light to replace the flickering flame of the kerosene lantern they sent away visitors at 10 p.m. and got down (on the floor) to some seriously introspective writing . . . The source of their enthusiasm was both mystifying and electrifying.”

Yet if The Secret Doctrine, like others, can serve as a useful reminder of the reality of the “path laid down by those who have gone before . . . and reached the goal,” the real truth, Krishna Prem taught consistently, is within, beyond teachers and ancient scriptures, and accessible to all. Like HPB, who urged us to “listen to the word of truth which speaks within you, and to the voice of silence, which can only be heard when the storm of passions has calmed down,” Krishna Prem wrote of “a Light within us which knows the Truth, a Voice which commands the right with absolute certainty” to which we need only listen. As he and Madhava Ashish remind us in Man, the Measure of All Things:

We have got so used to accepting it on external “authority” of some sort, that it is not easy for us to adjust ourselves to the idea that no authority whatever, whether of sacred scripture or whether of men, can guarantee truth, but that it reveals itself in all its infallibility within the pure consciousness. Hence, if we would learn wisdom, we must seek it not primarily in books or teachers but in our hearts.

Jon Chapple is a writer, historian, communications professional, and award-winning journalist based just outside of London. A spiritual seeker, he is also an amateur scholar of Vaishnavism and the bhakti yoga tradition. His debut book, the first full-length biography of Sri Krishna Prem, will be published by Blazing Sapphire Press in 2024. He can be contacted at jonchapple@gmail.com.


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